Even once good can become bad

Every cherished moment over the past two years (atleast past one year) is becoming non-cherished moment for me. Every moment where I thought I enjoyed then has become moments of worry and pain for me now. Every moment where I thought I was valued has become just moments of masking for me. Every spot where I thought I had the best moments brings back to me pain and agony and I feel pity on me for blindly enjoying those moments. I feel disgusted to have tried my best to feel and make "all" comfortable while people felt it better to avoid me to make all comfortable.

From a HR specialist to Financial Analyst

This moment is really special to me. As I received my degree I felt extremely happy not just for me but for my parents who were there to witness the moment. Like the guest mentioned, I too feel its more ofa moment for the parents who were there than the students themselves.

The two years at LIBA has given me not just a degree, but lot of lessons to carry forward into my life. Not just lessons, but the brand of LIBA-aite and more than that a Loyolite for life time. I should tell LIBA gave me the exposure which I had lacked all throughout. As I pass out of this great institution bagging the overall third rank, I am so happy not just for me, but for my family and my friends who helped me accomplish this. Something extra close to my hearts is winning the gold medal in Finance. I feel really happy especially when I look back on what I knew when I joined LIBA; heard of only one sex, 50-50 and mid life crisis and not SENSEX, NIFTY 50 or subprime crisis.

This is not just a moment to reflect and think over my last two years. But this is a moment to thank all those who have directly and indirectly contributed to my growth. Right from my family, my relatives, my neighbours, my teachers at school, college. I know this is not even half the job done. I have just got the license to drive. I have to drive well to achieve (Excerpt from Guest's speech). But my MBA , the decision to do MBA, these were influenced a lot by my friends. Not to exclude anyone in my FLATBOYZZZZ who inspired me to continue with my MBA decision even when a last moment confusion creeped in. 

LIBA for me was a platform to get a panoramic view of the world. There is much more to the world than what I had lived and experienced. More importantly, there are more things that are right than I ever believed to be right. Its not just the things which you were taught or followed that are right. I would consider these are the biggest take aways from my two year life. I have never tried or infact got a chance to try to understand "other views". Yes, here I got the chance or situation to understand many more things. I recollect the people behind these scenes.

Missing

ഇങ്ങനെ ഒരു പോസ്റ്റ്‌ ഞാന്‍ ഇടേണ്ടി വരും അതും കോളേജ് അവസാനിക്കുന്നതിനു മുന്നേ തന്നെ എന്ന് ഒരിക്കലും പ്രതീക്ഷിച്ചതല്ല. ഇന്ന് എന്റെ ബാച്ച് ട്രിപ്പിനു പോയി. എല്ലാരേയും യാത്ര അയച്ചിട്ട് മുറിയിലേക്ക് നടക്കുമ്പോള്‍ എന്തോ ഒരു ഒറ്റപെടല്‍ പോലെ. ഹോസ്റ്റലില്‍ മൊത്തം ശ്മശാന മൂകത . എന്തോ മുറിയില്‍ ഇരുന്നിട്റ്റ് എന്തോ പോലെ. പോകുന്നില്ല എന്ന വെച്ചതാണ് എന്തൊക്കെയോ കാരണങ്ങള്‍ കൊണ്ട്. പിന്നീട് പോയാല്‍ കൊള്ളാം എന്ന് വരെ ആയി. എന്തോ അവസാനം പോയില്ല. ഇപ്പൊ എന്തോ തനിച്ചായ പോലെ..... ഇവിടെ നിന്ന് ആഴം ഏറിയ ബന്ധങ്ങള്‍ കൊണ്ട് പോകും എന്ന ഒരിക്കലും ഓര്‍ത്തത് അല്ല. എന്തോ ഇപ്പൊ അതില്‍ മാറ്റം വരുന്ന പോലെ.