The heading and the first paragraph is really an application of a technique which infosys taught us during the soft skill sections. Its called positive mirroring.. To give a positive intro to something unpleasant.... It was not too late before i realised that i was trapped in a cage of luxury..... In about two weeks, I really started missing my ZIONICZ with all my close ones there.... When i was at home, i imposed loneliness upon me.. but there, it approached me and covered me up...
i think this posting is not at all organised. I have lots to tell, but construction of phrases have become troublesome for me.
LOUDSPEAKER GETS RECOGNISED
I should but share a very happy moment with you all. infact the greatest acknowledgement i have ever received. It was about my voice. One of our educators told the class that she has never before heard a high sound like this in her seven years of experience. Its cool.. I really felt so happy. She later told me that my sound can cover distances, just control it in a small classroom and i have won half the battle with my sound. I missed the chance to tell her that my blog is named THE LOUDEST SPEAKER..Still, At that moment i really felt thankful to my friend who helped me out with the name of my blog. Anyway, the unknown ME gained little popularity with my sound. Adding to my happiness, one of them commented that there are fans for my sound. Oh! i too got fans though for my sound :):)
But this was not strong enough to keep me energetic in mind...
People People Everywhere people, Not a one to care....... Thats what i feel there.. Amidst of the busy schedules and works, i find it hard with none to talk whereas it was my restless tongue that always kept me live at home and college.. The lonely corridors of the hostel rooms where we hardly find anyone just makes me feel i am too lonely... On the contrary, I have a lively classroom which has a high percentage of keralites along with a very good bunch of active people from different states of India. I am surrounded by Karnataka folks - a calm and composed Bhaskar, extremely dangerous and active Rachitha with an initial B which is the sole reason why she sits near me(Like one told, how lucky i am so that a B comes in her name as initial) and a very nice,active,emotional, extremely hardworking Balaji who is always involved in studying malayalam from all sources. He has given me numerous adjectives already-- Boost, Hello Handsome, 8086, Energetic etc etc.. He has become so close to all of us Keralites.... What i miss there are people who care and people whom i care for.. I used to have plenty at college holding numerous positions in my life... But in the hectic and busy life there, no one has got time while some others seem caring about themselves only..
Within these months, I got the opportunity to mingle with different people from different parts. Some behave as if they are having the biggest troubles in the world and hence no time to care for others. I accept them since i too once felt like that, but i have never neglected others because of my problems. But all our problems are too small to be worried at. Thats a lesson i learned a couple of months before. Time can heel all wounds..There are few others who seems like the most experienced individuals with life and hence doesnt allow space for others in life. Those who doesnt care for others just since they dont want it back.. I was experiencing such behaviour for the first time, i should confess. For a person like me who have always wished for someone or some many to care, such are novel experiences.
The abode of loneliness
What more to tell. The loudspeaker is forced to become silent though my friends wont agree with it since i am known as a talkative there too.. But its not the real ME that speaks.. Just a vent to ooze out the pressure of loneliness... I really miss the final year days, the times spent lavishly in our class, just chatting chatting chatting.. The study leave days and everything and everything about the ZIONICZ..... I know its more tough days to come with new subjects coming into picture. And its a hell time there to come.. For all non CS friends, find a good job. If possible, dont go for IT jobs unless you are so interested in it.........
But i should tell some positives about the campus.. In such a hectic world, its the campus and its facilities which doesnt lead to the mental breakdown. Living in bad atmosphere sharing rooms with a dozen, running after buses in the morning and being in the class til night etc would turn any normal person mad...This posting has become so scattered.. My mind is exactly like this.. Scattered with thoughts... Lots more to share.. But just lost the flare. I reached back home thinking i will blog a good deal about my infy world.. but i am nt getting the apt bunch of words.. just became so plain in language too....
An individual is always alone. He should learn to live alone. Dont depend on others.. Here i stand with none around me looking forward to my words, with none caring for me and with none about whom i should care... All have vanished into thin air...................
