Memories are beautiful but painful

As i walked through the strike-ridden RIT campus today, the memories just flushed back into my mind... Since those memories have not become rusty, it didnt take me time to recollect those tender days at the campus.... As i moved along, i could sense the latest scenes of bidding farewell to our batch mates........ The presence was felt all over as i reached our department and when passing by the side of our class room..

Really, i felt to talk more about the past when such instances occur.. Not only me, all feel to live in the past when such beautiful scenes just wet our eyes.. Since we cant live in the past, we refresh ourselves by sharing those moments with our close ones....

Each place in my campus has some history associated with it and my college life.. Some places might have given me the most happiest moments in my life whereas some other places might have given me the most sad and embarassing moments in my life.. Even some sites might have been the location for both happy and sad moments... As I passed along those places, just i have mentioned in one of my earlier posts, nostalgia just filled my heart....

Life is all about memories, good or bad.. To forgive,forget the bad and to recollect the best ones... But the best moments will never come back.... If we try to reconstruct the past, it wont happen.. Past is always past... It might have been cruel to you.. It might have been kind to you... I have quite occasionally felt the necessity to be amnesic... When its hard to forget the most bitter moments, and sometimes even in instances when i need to forget the most beautiful moments too.... I have felt that its difficult to forget the beautiful moments than to forget the bitter moments... I have felt it easier to forgive than to forget the good times which sometimes should be forgotten for a better future..

This posting is leading nowhere.... But I have no choice other than to scribble these things.. Because writing has really given my head some perforations to send some thoughts out of it though it may look weird....

Today anyway was a nice day... Had a nice time with my class mates and a nice lunch infact a treat at Summer Sand.......

Back at home .. Goa :(:(:( and Hyderabad :):):)

It is finally time for me to return to my large but hardly ventilated room which almost suffocates me with my problems..... :):):) Today i reached back after spending a week with a busy and rejoicing mood, i make myself believe so...... It had been a nice outing to two of the most busy tourist spots Goa and Hyderabad....

Goa didnt alter our expectations... Even prayers and offerings couldnt change what Goa kept in store for us.. Yes, it was its harsh and rough sees that awaited, welcomed and infact was always with us till we told Good Bye to Goa on the very first day itself canceling the second day at Goa.... Goan beaches had everything a tourist never wish to see- The rough sea, bad muddy waters, sparsely occupied seashores with bathing prohibitted... What else a tourist doesnt want from the city of sea shores??? The only relief we were left with were the divine churches of Goa and the beautiful Dona Paula beach which is known as Lovers Paradise...

http://goa.mapsofindia.com/beaches/dona-paula-beach.html

The last thing which we kept all our hopes was the Goan Cruise.... But we missed that too since we had to shorten the Goan trip.. The fast thoughts and the adventurous trip planning and execution at Goa was the only fun left for us there...

Can anyone who has enjoyed Goan beauty imagine us sitting in the Miramar beach ideally thinking wat to do next and the coming day with our minds blank.. That emptiness paved the way to our fine Hyderabad trip which gave us an extra day there which was taken from Goa....

Hyderabad too gave us a unpleasant welcome.. Though we got a good stay at a cheap rate arranged by our friends there. we thought we r going to have a tough time der too since we had to wait for a long time the very first day itself for a bus to Golconda Fort.. Atlast we reached der in auto....I am not making a detailed description of everything.... hyderabad had a lot to offer us.. And we made maximum use of it with the available time... We found time to visit Golconda Fort and the divine, marvelous and magnificent Birla Temple on the very first day... We also spend few bugs to watch a movie in the Prasads IMAX which is South India's first IMAX theater. It has the largest screen in India and is biggest IMAX 3D screen in the world.. The movie was equally great - INCEPTION.....

The second day was a hectic and tiresome day... Started with another globally acclaimed place - RAMOJI FILM CITY WHICH is the world’s largest integrated film studio complex at over 2,000 acres of land.. We were all interested to make te bus trip to and fro Ramoji Film City most memorable not only for us but for all other fellow passengers with our MURI-HINDI...... The second spot of the day was another place famous for its uniqueness.... India's first and world's largest Snow Theme Park - SNOW WORLD..... That was really an unique experience with ourselves fully engaged in playing with snow, gliding,sliding, falling, throwing snow at each other.. and playing volley ball and football.. Many of us just skid and fell in the snow.. The temperature inside is touching -5 degrees so that we are unaware of any injuries then.....

The third spot of the day was yet another unique spot of Hyderabad.. An inevitable spot of Hyderabad-- HOTEL PARADISE - which had its unique biriyani..... We had our stomachs and even our throats filled with it.....

The third day was really fully meant for shopping. We visited Char Minar, Mecca Masjid which is the second largest mosque in India and the second only mosque in the world to be named Mecca... We had a good bit of shopping with the famous Hyderabadi pearls.. thanks to the security who showed and told us about the Hyderabadi specials and the shops... We then went to GVK mall which is one of the largest in Hyderabad...

WE had a last minute shopping for the famous Hyderabadi fruit biscuits from Karachi bakery which was also pointed by the security guard at Char Minar.... We boarded the train on 24th noon.. I had almost 24 hours on the upper berth in sleep... I donno why it happend so.. Anyway reached back safely friends today at 5pm at my home...

Many lessons were taught by the trip.. But let that all remain personal.. To add, like i expected, the places were good enough, but it lacked the spirit and excitement the Agra trip offered me....Good night friends....

Back to my problematic life ........

The bag is packed..........We are off.....

Yes, its now time to take a rest after packing my baggage for tomorrow though it was not that hardship job... Anyway everything is set.. We the 8 member team I,Dinu,Aswin,Jith,Faizal,Thasleem,Prabhav and Vishnu have fastened our seat belts to take off to Goa.................. But we will have to really fight out the harsh and rough climate there... Will it be the roughest of the seas which awaits us there??? Anyway, its all planned... and we have to deal with it...... yet another problem is that its too difficult to get drinking water there... So, wat we will do?? and hence The only question remains is how difficult it will be to pull Dinu off the PURE GOAN WATERS .. Wait and see.......

The other spot is Hyderabad.. kaanan pokunna pooram enthina ippozhe ezhuthunne... alle?

The bag seems lighter.... I can fill up the bag with Goan or hyderabadi specials na....... Hmm......

But i believe no trip ever can match with the thrill of my Bhopal-Agra trip.. Every unexpected thing in life has its unique beauty which never can be matched whether its happiness or sadness.... It will be really injustice if i dont mention few words about that trip.. I was not a blogger then.. Otherwise I would have got a 200 page diary entry on that trip itself... I still feel that much excitement and believe the other 10 friends of mine whom i made friends during dat trip will bear the same feeling as me..... Since it was such a wonderful trip to the greatest wonder of the world.. The planning was spontaneous.. Infact that was its beauty and excitement.. I am not mentioning more on it.... Stil i recollect them over here.....


Went for MALARVADI ARTS CLUB today.... nice venture from the young team.... Good work.... But the increased ticket rate was shocking..... Now the rate at pala has touched 50rs for balcony...:(:(:(

Awaiting tomorow--- We are off to invade the Goan beaches, have a cruise, and surely the Goan churches..... And then the Hyderabadi biriyani, pearls,, Film city,... etc etc.... dear friends... Pray for us... for our good health and safe journey..

God, protect us from all dangers.........

Good bye friends for a week.... See you all after a week believing God will bring me back to continue writing this blog not to give it an abrupt end:):):)

Get the mind busy !!!!!

Ya, getting the mind busy is the most easiest way to forget the bitter past... But a moment of idleness and u r lost into pain,worry and agony..... And also into the mesmerizing nostalgia.... But i have to keep myself busy..

Today i was almost busy til now since i was not at home.. Started early without even having a cup of coffee.. My trip was planned to Thodupuzha, but it ended in the bus stand and i came back to my school.. Spent time there..

And now I started involving myself in the great planning of the itinerary for our awaited GOA - HYDERABAD trip........ The heat is on.. My mind is trying to get tuned to its rhythm and symphony...... But how far it will go???.

MY blog is going worse i think.. Just some scrap.......... nothing worth .... But its my blog na.. I write since i wish to write.... Is dat so my dear valuable innumerable readers??

Mea Culpa, Mea Culpa, Mea Maxima Culpa..

Every incident in life is an experience.. It may not be an experience for the future so that we dont repeat the mistake again.. But it may surely serve as a warning never to underestimate a person/s or their feelings or actions just with an inherent "philosophy" of ours which is contributed by our parents,teachers,society, religion and all others who are around us.. We have to understand others before we make a decision or even a comment about the actions of others although they might be reprehensible before the whole world...

When we come across the same situation, we will understand the minds of others as if we are in their place....... Just we will see them as ourselves and feel it..... Then we will feel pity on ourselves to condemn others earlier even without thinking of their mindset.....

Every wrong before the world may have a right behind it.......

Went to college today........ Saw some of my classmates...... Nostalgia is just engulfing me like a huge Tsunami.. I am almost lost in it.....